I HATE MYSELF ............

i am a *****...
tis few day i think lots of thing ...
Y ?? tel me y ??

Y i think so much .....
wat i think about??
friendship??
love??
studies??
relationship??
$$??
or what else????

Y did i think so much...
maybe sum misunderstanding between it ...
is because of me
think a lot ..

that is why lots of misunderstanding came to us ...
my tears keep drop when i was thinking tis few day ...

i promise i wil stop tis kind of attitude n stop think so much....
i dun wan to be lik tis ...
i dun wan tis to be the end ...
really dun wan tis to hapen ..

i wan tis to be FOREVER ...
until my life end ....

i am such a ***** ...
think lots of stupid things...
i hate myself...


STOP THINKING !!!!!!!

chao

Day out

saturday went to sg wang wit fong n abby
we take lrt n monorail oni reach sg wang.
the first thing in our mind is FOOD
we went to BBQ plaza had our breakfast+lunch
haha...


after go meet a gurl name mei jie (if i din spell wrong )
thn abby wit tat gurl go jalan jalan ...
left me n fong .
we go shopping ......
fong is seaching for bags.....
im seaching for clothes...


fong spot a bag
quite nice d ....
he bought it
RM 75...
i saw a bag also quite nice d ...
bt i didnt buy..
abit regret ..

i bought a t-shirt
RM 15 nia..
so cheap..
hehex

after tat went to gasonline yam cha...
cz our leg so tired
cal abby n mei jie cum also..
after yam cha
thn i nid to go home jor...


sunday my mum ask me go the curve wit her ..
go thr n buy something ...
bought a shoe thr ..
hehex

after tat dinner time
go eat steamboat wit my fren
he cum bak from penang
6 month din see him jor...

eat until half
fong msg me ..
ask me later wana watch movie anot
watch love matters..
ok lorh..
10pm reach ..
bt movie start at 11.55
we got 2 hour nth do .
yam cha ..
walk here walk there ...

finally 11.55
go to cinema watch movie ..
TGV again
the sit are so small n so COLD..
cold until im shaking inside the cinema ...

after the movie is about 2 am jor
we all went home n oi oi liao ...


chao

21-2-09>24-2-09

my sister cum bak from HK for holiday .....

yipeeeee.....

tis few day we went out eat dinner....
saturday went to a japanese restaurant ....

NIHON KAI...
i love japanese food so much...^^
bill comes....160++
okay larh ..
6 ppl mah...
din take picture at there cause don feel like wana take picture


sunday we went to KING CRAB....
at kelana jaya ...
haha..
bill comes again...
500++
@_____@


after that my sister bring me to pasar malam
then we go yam cha.
until 11 sumthing oni reached home..
keke...

monday nothing special...
at night when i was doing my homework
suddenly my sis cal me..
sis:yan......come here .i got sumthing give u
me:what is that ??im doing my homework
sis:u cum here la ..i give u one biscuit..
me:wat biscuit lai d ....
thn i walk there ...
she give me tis biscuit...




wakaka...
got my name on it leh ....
she bought it in HK d ...
hehe so happy neh



today about 3 somethign my sis need to go airport jor
cause 6pm she is going back to HK

so bye bye lo ....
^^

maybe end of march she wil back to kl again ...
hehex...



chao..

Happy Valentine's Day

happy valentine's day everyone..
n happy birthday to my mommy ....

haha..
my mom birthday is today valentine's
is true

so we go celebrate my mom birthday
having dinner at somewhere around oug.
eat steam fish
quite famous one cause alot ppl at thr .
after that my uncle bring us go a japanese rastaurant ..
quite nice d..

>nihon kai <

suddenly i received soon yao call
he ask me wana go watch movie anot
thn i was okay lorh
i reached thr bout 10.45pm
the movie start at 11.30pm
we juz lepak thr 4 awhile thn we go in the cinema
wat the hell...
those sits in tgv is so damn small n uncomfortable
i sit until so mad lorh ..
keep turn my leg

movie end at 1.10am
called my mom ask her cum n fetch me..
thn some of them went to curve yam cha ..
some go home jor

now ad 3am
need to sleep jor
if not i will become panda..
haha..


chao..

Merentas Desa 6-2-09

Friday i went to tmn tun for merentas desa
since tis year is the last year
so i go lorh

reached there at 7am

meet up wit chloe n sin wai
we juz chit chat at there
then take number
haha..
i take 316
last time my dad car number
so lucky


9am
we started to ran
i run alone
bcuz sin wai n the gang juz jog at the bak
ohgosh..
i ran 3 round ...
so tired ..
bt i stil can get 2 marked
hehe

thn we got free food
i get the coupon from miss ong
n go get my food
one 100plus n burger
the burger sucks man ..
i juz throw it away ..


thn we juz sit thr n chit chat
about 10 sumthng
teaches gave out the prize
1st-yellow
2nd-purple
3-blue
4-red
5-green

im in yellow house d
haha
so happy


after that
fong n the gang ask me go OU
thn i go lo
jun xiong's mum fetch us go
thx jun xiong
went to wong kok eat our lunch
thn teman fong n hao go buy sumthng
haih..
hu cal they r my best buddy ..
keke

yao,sen,ming n lim go sing k
i juz go in sit for awhile thn my dad cum n fetch jor

tat day sumone make me feel very dissapointed..
feel very sad now ..



ehem...
smk bud (2) student ...
guess hu is this two GUY...(so gay man)
haha..



chao..

my chinese new year week

so how is ur CNY??

hapi??
fun??

for me is normal oni...
nth special...
maybe is tis year my sister nt here
she in hong kong now

26-01-09
about 10 sumthng i wake up....
thn went downstair say 'GONG XI FA CAI' to my parents
dressed up myself wit my new shirt.
after tat headed to my aunty house in cheras
i got 2 aunty stay in cheras
so we went to the first aunty house for awhile
take ang pao ,chit chat n watching tv.
about 30mins we went to the second aunty house
same thing take ang pao ,chit chat..............
3pm time to say bye bye to my relatives
cuz nid to go my uncle house jor.


straight away headed to my uncle house
at rawang .
Reached thr
say gong xi fa cai to my relatives n take ang pao ad.
Just sit thr watch tv n wait for dinner .

dinner time...
yammi....

10 sumthng we went to my dad friends house
every year also nid to go d
cuz when my da is form 1 they ad noe eachother till now.
went thr take ang pao n then juz sit thr lik so poh
til 2 sumthng leh
my dad oni wana go home.
finally i can go home..


my bro...acting cool...=___=




27-01-09
to day juz sit at home n on9
nt goin anywhere
cuz ystrday too tired jor



28-01-09
today went to my aunty house at puchong d
go eat lunch at her house
after lunch juz watch tv oni
watch till 3 sumthng then we chao ad

bt hor stil wana go my uncle house
haih
they say from puchong go sg.long quite near wor
so my dad dun wana go home rest alwhile
juz straight away go my uncle house

reached my uncle house ad
they say wana play black jack
we started to play until 8 sumthng
uncle bring us go eat dinner at '喜来登'
at the end the bill come is 400+
okay la
for 10+ ppl mah



29-01-09
today all my relatives come my house
they eat their lunch at here
after lunch they juz chit chat in the living room
then i was playing my computer
bt my cousin daughter keep cum upstair find me
she wan me play wit her

so i juz shut down de computer n play wit her
cuz i hav no idea

about 4sumthng they all went home ad



after bath take d
my hair stil wet wet d




at nite ..
play computer
cuz at noon my bro play the com ad
so i play at nite

first web caming wit jian hao d
bt suddenly his relatives cum his house
so he nid to chao jor

then web caming wit boon feng
haha
take a funny picha

feng look so funny
haha

chao ..

HAPPY CNY

CNY is coming .....
this year i feel like normal day only
not feeling any difference or happy on this CNY ...
cuz me and my family will be visit my relatives on monday only.....
so tuesday im freeeeeee.....
just sit at home on9 and watch tv .....


so im going out on this friday ....
with my gang ...
going to sunway ....
hope the plan still on ...


ohya....
n my 'ji mui' birthday is coming....
mickey .....
17 years old lorh....
big gal liao ...
haha


tata...